Ahh it is damn raining. You know, I like rain but only when I can stay inside my own place, drink a cup of hot choco and catch up with my favorite tv shows. That would always be my favorite thing to do.
But that is not the case now, it is wet outside and I am stuck in the office still working on these papers.
Worse, it is friday night and I am by myself. I reckon everyone else's already left nite outing.
Oh wait until you hear this, the worst, I actually volunteered to stay late.
Well I have to do everything I can to preoccupy my mind from reminiscing about my past, including drowning myself in these workloads that will not due in two weeks. And as I am writing this, I realize that this method is not working either.
Just like any other methods that I have tried before. Joining my mates for some nite outing that apparently only ends up with me getting buzz and turning into an emotional drunken lady who cried for her failed past relationship on the side of the street. I also decided to follow my good mate's advice to throw myself back in the dating game, but ofcourse I could only find myself even lamenting over the fact that there might not be potential men left. Then, I was so that desperate to clean my mind from being haunted by my past, that for two weeks I had joined cross country. Thus, some of my mates agreed to sign me up to see a shrink.
Well the last method had worked well, but only for a month... It had to end, as I develop romantic feeling to my already-engaged-shrink. I supposed I was lacking of men's attention that I reckoned, perhaps only my shrink could fulfill my need.
To this day, it has been 5 months after my last visit, my shrink still thinks that I have started seeing someone so I would not need to see a therapist to help me coping with my past. I had to lie.
So that left me here, alone, in the office, in friday night.
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